I've been here before. The indecision of what direction my career will go. I have interests in art and writing and spent a lot of time doing it. I made about $5000 from one of my books but that's it the others didn't sell. I love art but my art just isn't where it needs to be to be really competitive with other artists. I got my degrees in computers science. I worked in the computer field for 10 years before I got into trouble. I don't think I can go back to the type of jobs I had because of my record. I haven't tried hard enough though. I had the Dream once. Back in 2002, I had a house in Duluth, Georgia, a suburb of Atlanta, Georgia and I had a $70,000 job. Being young and dumb I quit it in 2001mto pursue music production and at the same time do Java development. I had this idea of creating a multimedia company. I'm back to doing C# Windows App Development. To me computer work is a safer bet than art or writing. Once I went to a writing confere